Video of the Week for June 24th, 2007 – June 30th, 2007

It's day late but here is my latest video of the week blog!

It’s Monday, June 25, 2007 and in a few days Gay Pride Month will be over. The last day of Gay Pride Month is in Saturday and what a great month it was. A lot of great things have happened in the gay community lately. We’re All Angels, a documentary about Jason and deMarco was premiered this month in New York, Gay Pride festivals have been happening all over the US and even though it doesn’t concern everybody, a friend trusted me enough to tell me he was gay and I told someone else I was gay (though, I’m not sure why he didn’t know before. It’s pretty obvious what my sexual orientation is).

Anyways, since it’s the last week of Gay Pride Month I decided to show you a gay video, which we need more of. I’ve found a lot but the thing is, to get a gay video I have to look for it, it’s never just there. It’s cool though. I think that being gay will be more open in the future and when it is, finding something gay will be fairly easy.

So without further ado, the video of the week for June 24^th, 2007 – June 30^th, 2007 is:

Curious by Johnny Dangerous

((Next week: I don't know. Anybody got any good ideas?))

Blogs, Drag, and FUEL, Oh My!

I haven't posted since Sunday night and I don't know why... I've been thinking of posting, really, I have, but I didn't want to present anyone with a post of another hot guy. There are plenty of other blogs that do that and I wanted my blog to kind of be like R*yan's blog. And what I just typed jogged an idea out of my mind. I'll tell you of other note-worthy blogs and sites that are worth mentioning.

When I log on the computer I always have the same routine. After I check my e-mail, I go to 4 sites which bring to attention a problem I have. Like I've said before, I'm completely boy crazy but since I don't see it as such a big deal I pride myself in feeding my addiction in the futile hope that I'll someday find somebody like the men that I look at with envy, simply because they are so hot that they could have whoever they want, but ended up being straight rather than gay.

The order of my sites is this (And the links are):
Most Beautiful Man.com: The world #1 Male Celebrity site
Tottyland: A detailed investigation into the cute, shirtless, and even naked celebrity
R*YAN: Blogging with a queer bent
and Cisoto Fotos: Shirtless male celebrities from all over the world

I love the sites, even though most seem to feed my addiction to the viewing of men that I may never end up meeting and even if I did never have a chance to gaining for myself. I don't know why I insist on looking at these men and then saving thier pictures if I like the way they look. I mean, if I ever did gain a boyfriend would he be bothered by this? Would he break up with me because I was attracted to men that have some sort of fame either in TV, movies, modeling, and/or music and pathetically, I save their pictures? I don't know...

Anyways, I want more topics to discuss because I said I would tell you more about myself. I'll tell you all about FUEL. I'm gay and I'm a Christian. I've established this fact wholeheartedly, but well, I never did go much to church because the bible kept saying that homosexuality was wrong. It was terrible and even though I loved most of the people in my home church, I still didn't really feel welcome there.

You can't really blame me for not being welcome at my church. After my brother lanced me (and again, it was with my permission) members of my home church gave my dad a book about people who were once gay and then became straight through the power of prayer. When I saw the book I was like: "What kind of bullshit is this?" These people who claim to be straight but were once gay probably were never gay to begin with. You don't have a choice to who you're attracted to, but I think if you actually prayed to God to change you, well, then you don't really have high self-esteem.

Anyways, I was more hurt by the fact that someone in my church was trying to make my father feel better by giving him that book. To me it was like saying, "he still has time to change back" and it was like saying, "I'll pray that God shows him the way". I'm a Christian for God's sake! Just because I like the way a man looks and I happen to pick dick even though I've never tricked with a chick shouldn't make a difference if I'm going to heaven or not. I've been saved and I'm perfectly happy being the fabulous, gay man that I am.

I got tired of the treatment so I basically stopped going to church. I couldn't find solace in religion anymore and my faith was seriously faltering. Then one day I came across MySpace event invite. I had added a man whole shall be called the Progressive, Gay, Christian Man (PGCM) to my MySpace page. I didn't really know anything about him except that he was gay and he was a Christian like me. I don't know why I didn't look at his page for a solution to my dilemma at the time... I guess I just didn't think I would find it on MySpace.

Anyways, PGCM had sent me an invite to go to a Dinner in Drag. It was Halloween and his birthday and he wanted to make Halloween fun so he sent out a massive invite. I really had never been out in drag before but decided to go. I called along some friends and after telling me they wanted to go as well, I sent an RSVP and said I was taking 5 guests. First, I invited Pisha (who shall be mentioned a lot in this blog), my best friend. Pisha has been with me through a lot and even though it would later freak her out, she agreed to go.

I also invited Kinky (who shall also be named in this blog quite a bit), because she was cool and sort of my ride. I wanted to invite her because ever since I first met her I have loved her. She just holds an aura that attracts me and she's so fun to hang around with that I know I'll have a good time if I hang out with her.

I invited also Scant Queen (who shall be mentioned a lot in this blog). At the time, Scant Queen was a good friend and I knew she would go all out for it. She was fun at the time, but soon after, she would do something that would permanently put an end to our friendship.

Finally, I also invited Dumb dumb (who, yes, will be mentioned in this blog alot) because Dumb dumb is just fun to hang around with. It sounds horrible, but usually my friends and I use each other for things. We all know we do it but even though we are using each other we still remain good friends because when we use each other, it benefits the user and the one who's being used. Dumb dumb is used for entertainment so it's always a good time with her around.

Pisha and Dumb dumb decided to go as guys, so taking some of Dumb dumb's boyfriend's clothes, they dressed like guys. They also looked a little bit lesbian, but I didn't bother to tell them that fact. Kinky decided to dress like a guy too but she did it with fabulous flair. She looked a little bit like Ashton Kutcher when she was done and Kinky went as my date while Pisha and Dumb dumb went as each other's dates as well.

I went, in publicm dressed in drag. My hair was dyed and I had flower hair clips on and I had put on make up and I had a really cute pink top on with a frilly, white skirt. I put on shoes because I couldn't walk in high heels and they gave me fake boobs, but all in all, I didn't make a very attractive drag queen. I am quite hairy for a man of my age and I don't bother to shave my chest hair because I don't live near a beach, so I don't see the point of walking around topless.

We went over to Trudy's North Star and I was of course, gawked at, laughed at, and feared. My friends didn't seem to have the same problem, but I don't know, walking around in drag proved to be quite empowering for me. The hostess at Trudy's told us that the party turned out bigger than expected and they had sent the large party away. I called PGCM, who had given me his number and he told me they were at Chili's.

Since Chili's wasn't too far away we all walked there, most of the stares directed at me, but I didn't seem to care that much. When we finally got to Chili's and entered I knew I was going to have fun. The party was massive and consisted of easily 30 people. All of the people were gay and I felt right at home though Pisha and Dumb dumb didn't. Kinky had a blast as I did, which was awesome because like Pisha and Dumb dumb, Kinky was straight and had a boyfriend. It just showed me how cool Kinky was.

While at Chili's I also made friends with a bunch of other people. PGCM was the leader of a group called FUEL and most of the people there were from that group. I didn't know it then, but soon FUEL would become a large part of my life. After meeting everybody from FUEL I promised to go to a meeting and then I departed because since my friends didn't have any money (Pisha, Kinky, and I shared an appetizer) we decided to just call it a night.

That Sunday, I went to FUEL and the whole time there we spent it talking about God and about being gay people in a Christian society. It was exactly what I was looking for and I've been a loyal member to FUEL ever since then. Through FUEL, I also become part of another church which I can truly describe as my home church. The Metropolitan Community Church (MCC) was a church that had mainly gay members but was nonjudgmental to all that entered it's doors. To me, that's part of what being a Christian is all about and I've truly been happy ever since I found that church and the fabulous group of people that is FUEL.

Well, now, I must leave, but please to do visit my blog again. I promise that I'll try to post a lot more in the future! Sexductxy!

MySpace, Patrick Nuo, and Video of the Week for June 17th, 2007 - June 23rd, 2007

There are several things in this world that I could not live with and I couldn't imagine not living with. Aside from the usual things such as water, food, friends, family, and hot men, I could not imagine not living with several technological advances, such as phones, TVs, and especially the a computer with working internet access. I love the fact that the internet makes the world a very small place and one of the internet's most popular sites, MySpace, makes it even smaller.

MySpace, in my opinion, is a wonderful tool. Not only can you post information about yourself, your interests, your hobbies, and people you'd like to meet, but you can also post blogs, bulletins about virtually anything, and you can make friends with anybody who also owns a MySpace page. If you're an artist of any kind you can also post sound or video clips of whatever you want to show other people and you can tell people the date, time, and location of your next gig.

MySpace has also paved the way into introducing people into the power of the internet by showing others how useful and how dangerous it can be. It also has yielded several hybrids such as D-List or GayWatch. MySpace, though, is also a drug and several of my friends have been known to be MySpace whores. Even one of my best friends, who claims to have a life, can spend hours upon hours on MySpace without slowing down. I don't consider myself to be a MySpace whore though I do love to update it once in a while.

One of the ways I update my MySpace is by trying to post a Video of the Week every week. Most of these videos are music videos and since I've decided to make Sexductxy as my main blog I decided to post my videos here too. There are several benefits since people can view previous and present videos of the week.

My Video of the Week, for this current week (June 17th, 2007 - June 23rd, 2007) is a music video by an artist I admire. Not only is his song "Beautiful" amazing, but he is really hot as well.

So now, I present to you, Patrick Nuo:















Here is a Wallpaper of Patrick for all of you who find him immensely hot as I do:


And finally, in my opinion, the pictures of Patrick really don't do him the justice he deserves. In order so you all can see how hot he really is, I've decided to post the video of the first song I ever heard from him. It's his 6th single, "Beautiful":




Unfortunately, Patrick isn't gay; though after seeing some of his videos it is questionable. I want more pictures of Patrick so if any of you have any pictures of him other then the ones I've posted, please do send them to me. I love the way he looks and I would be eternally grateful to anyone who can point me in the right direction.

To learn more about Patrick, who is a MBM (Most Beautiful Man), go here and here. Enjoy!

Sérgio Marone

Like I said in my first blog, which I posted just a few seconds ago, I like to post pictures of hot men so I will. As a side note: All my pictures are at least 500 pixels wide or tall (Just click on the picture to maximize them in another tab). If they're not, the pictures looked weird or distorted that big and most of the time if they don't look good, I don't keep the pictures anyway.

Another side note. I usually get the men I post from several sites, the most notable being Most Beautiful Man.com and another blog, Cisoto Fotos. If you want to see most of the men I post you can always go there and look at them but none of the pictures are the size that I post them at and some have a web address on the picture which bothers me and maybe some of you.

Finally, if you also have a large infatuation with the men I post and have even better pictures of them (preferably with no web address or logo on the picture and preferably a large size) please send me the pictures. I will not lie: I will keep the pictures but I promise to give you special thanks in the next post and if you have a blog, visit it as well.

Anyways, here the first man I shall show you: Sérgio Marone.






















I rarely save more than 15 pictures of a hot guy but Sérgio Marone was a complete exception. I found so many great pictures of Sérgio in Cisoto Fotos that I ended up saving 20 which I have posted. Also, I broke my rule and made the pictures a larger size (minimum of 600 pixels) because he was just that hot. What got me were the pictures when he was wet and shirtless. Being wet and shirtless is a potent combination and Sérgio proves this.

To learn more about Sérgio visit Cisoto Fotos.

Remember, if you have better pictures, please comment telling me where I can find them!

Confessions

Confessions… The title of my first blog says it all. I am here to confess to things that I’ve done and to tell all who read this the reasoning behind this brain of mine. I’m Latino, I’m a homosexual, I’m a Christian, and I absolutely hate stereotypes.

It’s not because I don’t fit the stereotype… I actually fit the gay stereotype quite well. I’m flamboyant, I have a great sense of fashion, I love show tunes and musicals, I’m boy crazy and possibly quite perverted, and everything I do is so gay there is no question in anyone’s mind what my sexual orientation is once they meet me. I, in fact, have no idea why my family didn’t know until I was 20 when I was lanced by my brother (with my permission of course).

The reason I hate stereotypes is for the only gay thing I’m not. I have a strong spiritual connection with Jesus Christ. I have ever since I was young and I probably always will. My story of revelation is nothing drawn out and amazing. I had just heard about Jesus all my life, I finally understood why people say he ‘died for our sins’ and I just decided, “Why the hell not?” and that night while I was laying in bed I asked him to become part of my life.

Even though that nothing amazing I do tell people that it was an amazing story full of visions, hearing voices, and other lies that I really don’t feel that much shame about. I know it’s horrible but I am a compulsive liar so I really don’t fell any shame when I bend the truth and I don’t feel any shame when I tell someone a complete lie to save my own ass or to get them off mine. I’ve lied to my friends, my family, and complete strangers and I don’t really feel any shame.

I know it makes me seem like a horrible person but I assure you I’m not. People describe me to be a very generous person but again I could be lying to you right now, but why would my fist blog’s title be confessions? I wanted to make a blog where people could actually read my thoughts and my reasoning and understand what I’m going through. My accent is very distinct but because of my Latino history I tend to talk quickly and most people can’t understand me when I’m speaking to them but my words through paper do flow quite nicely.

Anyways, when I thought about making a blog the first thing I promised myself was to actually tell the truth rather than bend it or lie to you. It’s be a waste of my time to write about lies and try to make you feel I’m some amazing human being when I can’t really change your way of thinking. I’ve never really been any good at changing people’s minds and it won’t be any easier for me to try to do that when you can simply go to another web page or log off the internet and forget what you’ve just read.

So, yeah, my blog is all about confessions. I’ll tell you about my friends (who’s names I’ll change to protect their identities), about my life (which I assure you is quite amazing and interesting weather you believe me or not), and what’s going through my mind (which you will find has lots to do with sex and men).

In addition, I will be posting pictures of men: Lots of hot, sexy, I’ve-died-and-gone-to-heaven men. I’m completely boy crazy in every respect and I am attracted to so many men that I have a list (and I’m not lying here) of men I want to fuck down on paper. The list is 8 pages long, front and back, two columns of each side, with about 25 names on each column. That’s 800 names and guess what, the list is still growing. I’m on page 9 on the third column somewhere. If I ever finish it (which I doubt I will) I’ll post it.

Finally, In addition to my confessions and men I would jump in the sack with I’ll also be posting chapters. Like lots of famous people (Tim Allen, Chelsea Handler, Margaret Cho, etcetera) I want to put writing under my list of careers; so like those famous people I’ll be posting chapters about my semi-charmed kind of life (I know, that’s a song but my life really is semi-charmed). Anyways, on with my blog: Sexductxy!